Dismay: The Repertoire.

Assalamualaikum

REGUB (Renal Endocrine GenitoUrinary Breast) was way too difficult. It’s like there’s no difference whether you get yourself a good revision or not, since the major questions can’t be found on notes and unexpectedly was explained very lightly in the lectures. I walked home, feeling very dreary, I am uncertain of passing or failing, this is the worst answers came from me in the whole of my life. I was giving this thought of should I call Airasia to change my ticket date.

The first 8 questions in the MCQ, were like “Ish, apa nih??”. Then, “MRI is not mentioned in Hill’s notes pun? tapi for sure kalau ikut advanced research, I should have answer this,” very very confusing. “Jap, peritonitis bukan sem lepas ke? dahla tanya banyak gila, salah paper ke diaorang bagi ni?”. “aik, soalan ni kan CNSLM, bukan patut minggu depan ke?”. You know, all that kind of conversation squeezed my head and shoved my composure.

I have this routine of occasionally raise my head and look at this one particular student in the batch, our best student. When I saw him writing with a profuse flow of ideas, extravagant memory and all, I went like, “Anis, you must work harder, think. Think.” But today, that just don’t work, because, I don’t even have something to write. You know, I am feeling very, very agitated. Was the paper being nonfulfilling or was it just me who are underachieving. Ya Allah, tolong saya!

The aftermath, no, Maths is pleasant, I rephrase, the ‘aftermed’ however has get me to a

Beautiful Tawakal.

May Allah ease our path, soothe the examiners, grant us excellent grades and bring us to the better state of understanding of the whole thing being asked just now.

Wallahu’alam

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6 responses to this post.

  1. Posted by asz on January 16, 2009 at 9:09 pm

    hahah u r not alone….. I am already preparing myself for any kind of result… But still hoping to get a good one! hihih crossing fingers! lets focus on the next one!

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  2. Firman Allah..

    Mafhumnya: Barangsiapa yang bertakwa kepada Allah, nescaya Allah akan lepaskan ia dari masalah hidup Dan diberikannya rezeki dari sumber yang tidak diduga. Dan barangsiapa yang bertawakkal kepada Allah, nescaya Allah akan mencukupkan keperluannya. Sesungguhnya Allah melaksanakan urusan ( yang dikehendaki ) Nya. Sesungguhnya Allah telah mengadakan ketentuan bagi tiap-tiap sesuatu..

    apalagi akak, dah terang2 tulis..Taqwa & tawakkal…bkn sy yg kata..Word of God.. semoga kita berjaya menjadi org yg bertaqwa & bertawakkal pd Allah..dan diberikan rezeki yg kita sndri tak sgka..

    sesungguhnya Allah itu Maha Besar..bila2 je kalau nak bg ‘kun fayakuun..’ je..Have faith in Him & His promise.

    p/ : ingat lg kan cite Kun Fayakuun..pergantungan ultimate!

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  3. Posted by hamstermenulis on January 16, 2009 at 11:35 pm

    asreh: thanks! our part is done, and now we shall hope for the best from Allah swt. Faktor penentu! 🙂 i hope all of us can survive the rest with good composure insyaAllah. amin

    dya: Hehe. Terima kasih juga! betul tu… macam ayat at Talaq 2-3 pula maksud hadith ni, baru perasan. taqwa dan tawakkal insyaAllah.

    kun fayakun… hehehe ingat…!!

    “Kaca~ kaca~ kaca dan bingkai ~”
    akak buleh buat sebijik2 ayat tu. hoho

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  4. hadith? referring to my last comment tu ke? huhu..bila masa pulak sy bg hadith ni..sorry sorry..lupa nak quote betul2.. ..ni ayat seribu dinar tu la..bukan mcm ..mmg yea pun dr Talaq: 2-3..huhu..sowie the confusion~

    Terjemahan :

    Barangsiapa yang bertakwa kepada Allah, nescaya Allah akan lepaskan ia dari masalah hidup Dan diberikannya rezeki dari sumber yang tidak diduga. Dan barangsiapa yang bertawakkal kepada Allah, nescaya Allah akan mencukupkan keperluannya. Sesungguhnya Allah melaksanakan urusan ( yang dikehendaki ) Nya. Sesungguhnya Allah telah mengadakan ketentuan bagi tiap-tiap sesuatu..

    (At-Talaq : 2-3)

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  5. Posted by hamstermenulis on January 17, 2009 at 10:10 am

    eh tak perasan pula perkataan firman Allah kat atas sekali. sorry, reply tengah kalut study.

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  6. aaaaaaaa the cnslm was not better….

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